Eminem - Stan (Instrumental)

[00:00.00] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:04.17] got out of bed at all [00:06.68] The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:10.02] and I can't see at all [00:12.73] And even if I could it'd all be gray, [00:16.29] but your picture on my wall [00:18.56] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [00:22.35] it's not so bad.. [00:23.100] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [00:25.90] got out of bed at all [00:31.13] The morning rain clouds up my window.. [00:33.84] and I can't see at all [00:36.56] And even if I could it'd all be gray, [00:40.32] but your picture on my wall [00:42.62] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [00:46.38] it's not so bad.. [00:47.84] Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin [00:50.98] I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom [00:53.90] I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em [00:56.83] There probably was a problem at the post office or something [00:59.97] Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em [01:02.89] but anyways; f*** it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? [01:05.61] My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father [01:08.32] If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? [01:10.62] I'ma name her Bonnie [01:12.09] I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry [01:14.80] I had a friend [killed] himself over some b**** who didn't want him [01:17.94] I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan [01:20.86] I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam [01:24.21] I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man [01:27.13] I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, that s*** was phat [01:30.27] Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, [01:33.19] just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan [01:35.70] This is Stan [01:36.54] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [01:39.88] got out of bed at all [01:42.81] The morning rain clouds up my window.. [01:45.73] and I can't see at all [01:48.45] And even if I could it'd all be gray, [01:52.21] but your picture on my wall [01:55.55] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [01:58.06] it's not so bad.. [01:59.94] Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance [02:03.08] I ain't mad - I just think it's f***ed up you don't answer fans [02:05.99] If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert [02:08.93] you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:12.06] That's my little brother man, he's only six years old [02:14.36] We waited in the blistering cold for you, [02:16.24] four hours and you just said, "No." [02:18.33] That's pretty sh**ty man - you're like his f**kin' idol [02:20.84] He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do [02:23.77] I ain't that mad, thoiugh, i just don't like bein lied to [02:26.69] Remeber when we met in Denver, you said if I write to you you would write back [02:30.66] See, i'm just like you in way [02:32.33] I never knew my father neither, he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her [02:36.09] I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs [02:38.81] So when i have a sh**ty day, i drift away and put em on [02:41.53] Cuz i ain't really got s**t else so that s**t helps when i'm depressed [02:44.87] I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest [02:47.98] Sometimes I even [cut] myself to see how much it bleeds [02:50.72] It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:53.86] See everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cuz you tell it [02:56.99] My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 [03:00.13] But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does [03:03.26] She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up [03:05.98] You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose [03:08.70] Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S. [03:10.79] We should be together too [03:12.04] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. [03:16.22] got out of bed at all [03:18.31] The morning rain clouds up my window.. [03:21.65] and I can't see at all [03:24.58] And even if I could it'd all be gray, [03:28.11] but your picture on my wall [03:30.62] It reminds me, that it's not so bad, [03:34.19] it's not so bad.. [03:35.86] Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, [03:38.79] this'll be the last package I ever send your ass [03:41.72] It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? [03:44.43] I know you got my last two letters; [03:46.31] I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect [03:47.98] So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it [03:50.70] I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway [03:53.84] Hey, Slim, I drank a fifth of [vodka], dare me to drive? [03:56.97] You know the song by Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight" [04:00.10] About that guy, who coulda saved that other guy from drownin, [04:02.82] But didn't then Phil saw it all then at that show he found him [04:05.75] That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drownin [04:08.67] No it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, i'm drowsy [04:11.99] And all i wanted, was a lousy letter or a call [04:15.15] I hope you know i ripped all of your pictures of the wall [04:17.66] I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it [04:21.00] You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it [04:23.93] And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it [04:27.06] I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me [04:29.99] See Slim; shut up b****! I'm trying to talk! [04:32.92] Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend [04:35.84] but I didn't, I just [tied her up], see I ain't like you [04:39.18] cause if she she'll suffer more, and then she'll [die], too [04:42.11] Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now [04:45.04] Oh s**t, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this s**t out? [05:23.62] Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy [05:26.75] You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? [05:29.68] Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that [05:32.81] and here's an autograph for your brother, [05:35.53] I wrote it on the Starter cap [05:36.37] I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you [05:39.29] Don't think I did that s**t intentionally just to diss you [05:42.01] And what's this s**t you said about you like to [cut] your wrists too? [05:45.14] I say that [shit] just clowning dog, [05:46.81] c'mon - how f**ked up is you? [05:48.07] You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counselling [05:50.99] to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some [05:53.92] And what's this s**t about us meant to be together? [05:56.64] That type of s**t'll make me not want us to meet each other [05:59.77] I really think you and your girlfriend need each other [06:02.70] or maybe you just need to treat her better [06:04.97] I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time [06:08.76] before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine [06:11.89] if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan [06:14.82] why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan [06:17.95] I just don't want you to do some crazy [shit] [06:20.67] I seen this one s**t on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick [06:24.01] Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [06:26.94] and had his [girlfriend in the trunk], and she was pregnant with his kid [06:30.07] and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to [06:32.58] Come to think about, his name was.. it was you [06:35.30] Damn! [06:38.22]